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Working at the federal prison is truly a humbling experience. Often times I feel bad for the conditions in which the inmates are kept and how they are treated. Many of them thank me for just being kind to them as that is not something they're used to in prison. I think it's sad for a great many reasons. People are people and people make mistakes. Sometimes you can go to prison just for being in the wrong place at the wrong time with the wrong company without intention. Sometimes you can go to prison because you looked too similar to the actual perpetrator. Sometimes you can go to prison because your seedy past catches up with you after you've finally decided to turn your life around and are actually now a positive part of society. Sometimes just being kind to someone and showing them a better way is all that's needed to get someone moving in the right direction. SHU (special housing unit), in my opinion, can be pretty inhumane. When you have people who haven't seen their faces in

"I may be a sociopath, but at least I work on the side of good. You're welcome." Dunno. Just random thought I had today. Sometimes I feel like other people view me as a sociopath, because I will admittedly say some pretty fucked up shit. I also find most people to be disappointing human beings and could care less to form relationships with them. Mostly because I feel it's a waste of time and drain on my energy to try and befriend disappointing people. And that's not to say that they've done anything untoward to me. It's mostly just their personality, how they view other people, narcissism, entitled viewpoints or just not meeting the standards I have for the type of people I want to put in effort to keep in my life. There are very few people I feel are worth any effort to keep in my life. I probably wouldn't even need all the fingers on one hand to count them. Now time to work on more art before sleep.

I can understand people believing God created the world and humans. But believe Jesus Christ sacrificed himself for our sins and as such worship the God who gave up his son to give us the chance to repent for a sin we were supposedly born with? No. Don't get me wrong. I'm not arguing against the existence of God or Jesus Christ or anyone supposedly dying on a cross for the rest of humanity. The existence or nonexistence is a nonissue to me. What is an issue is that if all that is really true, how can anyone worship someone who created another life with the knowing intention of having it abused and murdered just to be the scapegoat for the re